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Friday, May 22, 2009

hellos all (:

GOOD NEWS !

IM OFFICIALLY GRADUATED ! (x
graduated from Diploma in Chemical Engineering !
Major in Petrochemical Technology and Applications of Instrumental Analysis

mwuahahahas. finally this day has come
(i was graduated yesterday thou!)
HEHE ! xD

oh well ~
from today onwards, ive made some promises to myself.

1. I shall not bother about those BGR stuffs anymore.
2. I shall be contented with whatever and whoever I have now.
3. STUDY HARD ! =] (and chiong for University ; lalalas *)
- to be continued ; HAHA -

i cant imagined myself sitting in front of my lappy for the whole 3hours searching for jobs and sending in all my resumes and cover letters. ive made a number of calls to the direct employers too ! luckily all of them still have vacancies. hopefully those employers will call me up for interview within this period of time.

there's this employer, SO FUNNY. lol. below are our chats:

ME: hello, is this steve chen? im shirleen, calling to check if there're any available slots for laboratory technicians.
HE: yes, im steve. currently there is still vacancies for laboratory technicians. how may i help you?
ME: oh. well, i just wanna check if the job is located at the west area? cause im do not mind about the location of work.
HE: yes, it's at west. you're staying in the east?
ME: yup, in tampines.
HE: OH ! i stay in tampines too ! are you sure you're willing to travel all the way to boon lay which is about 1hr+ to work?
ME: yes, i do not mind.
HE: you SURE?! (asking doubtfully)
ME: yes yes im sure! *chuckles*

- conversation continues but shall not be released ; awys he kept asking if im really sure to travel all the way to west for work ; lols -

the way the guy (Steve) chatted on phone with me, it's so funny! i cant imagine the company has such a "entertaining" employee. lol.

oh well~
job search is accomplished! i shall watch my shows now! mwuahaha.

takaire friends!

P.S : i shall not care about you anymore ; for the way how you treat me, i shall never forget.

♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 5/22/2009 04:49:00 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

alright, i dont know what's happening with me for the past few days.

i've been in a really bad mood.

emotional ;
just a word to describe me.

i've told my manager that im not free the whole day for the 22nd May, so as to go out with my boyfriend. but, i guessed he is still making up his mind of whether to go out with me on the 22nd May. oh well, i think i could just forget about that.

or, maybe, ......... .
*sighs*
i think i'll just keep my mouth shut before making a decision or saying another word.

im tolerating everything now ;
the words im listening, the reasons pple giving me and the stuffs im handling.

my tolerance level has a limit ;
so pls, stop treating me like a fool. ive got feelings too.

oh well ~
im happy with the life im having after work when im at home.
there is this specific "person" who is able to hear all my problems out, comforting me every now and then, assuring that everything will be fine and putting me to bed so comfortably.
im so glad to have you.
thanks for being by my side always, ks. (:

i shall stop here now.
takaire friends (:

P.S : i hate pple who dont give a damn to other pple's feelings.

♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 5/19/2009 01:12:00 AM

Sunday, May 03, 2009

sighs.

life's been such fked up for me.
(sorry if i used the wrong word in this whole post)

firstly, it has been 2weeks since i last met my boyfriend. i really missed him alot. ): sighs. then ytd before i slp, i couldn't take it, i text him a four-long sms. after i text him, i cried, and cried out loud. =( i really miss him. somehow i feel he's always too busy with his O's and gym and has no time for me. BUT, im his gf! cant he even spare a thought on my feelings? IM SO FED UP.

fuck man.

next, it's about my uni application, to australia and nus. my application to nus was unsuccessful. i think it's due to the fact that i did not have time to prepare for the entrance exams as the dates clashes with my poly final year exams. oh well ~ im still trying for the next intake. hopefully i can get in. (: regarding the australia uni, my parents still haven make up their mind of allowing me to study overseas. =( *sighs. i really do hope i can go overseas and study.

next my work ~ ! im currently still working as a part-time waitress. but changed restaurant. =) currently working at "The Steakhouse" at Clarke Quay there. job introduced by my previous workplace at restaurant aranda de chef, karen. =) thou the pay isnt my expectation, but im still happy working over there. made quite a number of new friends and chefs. all very fun-going and funny.

lastly, it's about my graduation day, 21st may 2009. my parents will be overseas and i think my brother wont be going. sighs. actually i dont see a point of going. i wanna wear the graduation suit and take a photo with my parents. but i do not have the chance. they all say: "only your poly ma. wait you graduate from uni, then we go." the moment that i know my dad couldn't attend my graduation, i broke into tears. i really wish my dad would witness my graduation from poly, and from the course he specifically chosen for me. but... hais. i still rmbr tht time that my brother no intending to study, my dad told me this: "now korkor cannot graduate from poly. i wan you to study and grad from poly. i will attend your graduation day if the day really comes." then, now my graduation coming, and he couldn't be there for me. i don even have a kin to attend. hais. i don feel like going to graduation day thou ive rented the graduation suit alr. =( fuck it.

oh well ~ i should stop here. it've been such a longgggggggggggggg time since i update my blog.

take care friends =)

P.S : i was listening to this song and i cried cus i suddenly miss my bf alot again. try listening it.
SENS : Wish (I For You) (Click for song)

♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 5/03/2009 12:28:00 AM