OH GREAT !
im having a bad headache now! from morning till now, even after taking a panadol!
geeeeesh. tmr's my chemistry exam. 15 MCQs, hopefully nothing will go wrong.
God Bless Me :)
- In need of speedy recovery for final revision for exams -
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/28/2010 11:54:00 PM
once again, good evening everyone! :)))
how's your day/week/weekends? good?
for those residing in aussie, how's your ANZAC day?
mmm. back to studies, recently i should tell myself to stop procrastinating that chemistry is easy and fun, when it isnt. lols. i simply dont know why i take chemical engineering when i dislike chemistry so much! *confusedddd*
today after the process analysis lecture, hwisung, joso and i went to engineering common room to study after they had their lunch. everything is great till a bunch of morons walked in. 3 guys and 2 girls, so damn bastards and bimbos. talked so fucking loud, and keep saying the 'PENIS' word. they think they're so cool when other people in the room felt so irritated as they're revising their work too. i think they're from msians, if im not wrong. freak man. fucking 2 bimbos, talked till so freaking annoying that they pisses me off, making my day from good to extremely bad mood. grrrrr. please dont let me meet such those people again. they're just so fucking annoying.
sorry if i use the f'-word. just super irritated now when i thot of this incident.
hehehe.
watched a documentary with tony and eva just now from 8.30pm-9.30pm. it's about dissecting of an elephant, to know the eating behavior, why it has such a humongous body and the purpose of every part of its body. the show isnt that bad, quite interesting! :))) didnt know elephant has 3 layers of muscles beneath it's layer of skin leading to its digestive system! hahaha.
alright, bedtime!
gooooooood night everyone! lollipop dreams ! ❤
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♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/27/2010 10:07:00 PM
How to Train your Dragon !
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/24/2010 02:27:00 PM
initially, im not stress for my 2 mid-term tests on a day, which is tmr (thursday) ;
but looking at all my friends who are stressed-out,
IM SO STRESSSSSSSED NOW.
God, please bless me that I can do both papers at ease tomorrow.
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/21/2010 06:09:00 PM
Till today, i realised that ive got 3 types of friends.
1. those who are only your hello-byebye friends
these friends, they will always be the one who is the most outgoing and fun to hang around with when you need some accompaniment if you're down. these friends, they'll be loyal and true to you if you treat them the same. =) i can say that my majority of friends falls to this group.
2. those who are friends in front of you, and at the back, they'll betray (be it trust, loyalty, etc) you
these friends, or should i call beast, are the worse type of friends ever. backstabbers/betrayers. you should never befriend of them. they only come to you when they need you. but once you're useless to them, they'll betray, back-stab and speak ill of you. and then, in the end, you'll get dumped. they'll dig out all your deepest secret, obtain all your informations (school notes and such) and then ignore you after they're done or when you have nothing to give it to them. in this society of humanity, there's lots of these classes of people you'll meet once you make your first step into the working society. these people are also the main person who are the t'chers' pet or should i say, bootlicker. :) im sure everyone knows what's the meaning of bootlicker, thus i shall not say more.
only did i realise that after i stop using facebook, many removed me from their friend's list. some even removed me before hand. there's this faggot, whom i shall not name and i'll name the person as F. this damn bloody faggot F, digged out everything of me, betrayed my trust, and then stop all friendship. what a bloody f*er person. for those who are close to me, i think you should know who im referring to. always when i see F, i wanna give a tight slap to this faggot. fuck you faggot. (how i wish i can curse and swear at you, but i know if i do this, i'll have retribution on the curse and swear i put onto you in future. so yea, i decided not to do it as im not that fucked up as you.)
3. those who are your only closest, most loyal and trustworthy friends
yes, these are the people who you should be true to them. be true, and they'll be real. they'll cheer you up when you're down. they will never ever leak out a single of your secrets. they'll always be there for you when ever you call, sms or need them. they'll always be the one beside you. so far, i can say im lucky to have a few of these friends. although the numbers can be counted with one hand, but im alr most stastified. :))) they are lydia lim, wei lin and henry tan! :))) hahaha.
oh well ~ enough said. so, which type of friends do you belong to? :)))
sorry if im using foul words in this post. im just too pissed off with the faggot.
it's getting late.
goodnight everyone ! ❤
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/19/2010 10:41:00 PM
A song I love;
This is the day
This is the day
This is the day
That the Lord have Faith
That the Lord have Faith
We will rejoice
We will rejoice
and be glad in it
and be glad in it
For this is the day that the Lord have Faith
We will rejoice and be glad in it
This is the day
This is the day
That the Lord have Faith ~
I used to love this song alot when im in Girls' Brigade. :)))
and i still sing it when im down. :)))
sighs. these few days im still down. have no idea what's happening to me at all. :((( maybe it's due to the exam stress; but i cant feel any stress from the mid-term! goshhh. everyone is stress with the many revisions they have to make. but me, im stressed because i dont know what to study!!! i feel so screweddd, seriously screwed.
i am scared, scared that i cant achieve good results. i wanna maintain an avg of 75 or at least 80 for this sem. i wanna aim for HD (high distinction, in case some of my friends so not know). i got damn depress that for the last sem, i short of 2-3 marks to get a HD. even though all my friends have been telling me that i'd did quite well, but to me, it's just a average marks. i know i can do better than this as there're others who scored higher marks than me.
sighs .
Please help me, God. :)))
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/16/2010 07:48:00 PM
hello my dearest blog .
you're my best friend now. :)))
im feeling so down today. it's like a 'out-of-sudden' thing. i just dont know why the thought of nic seriously still bothers me. i am living like a normal person till today, when i found out he removed me from his facebook friend's list. im just wondering, are we still friends? or he removed it because he thinks i dont wanna befriend with him anymore as i didnt talk to him? there're so many doubts.
but all i can say is that, he is childish and petty? that's what my other friends describe him after knowing this incident. a break-up doesnt mean end of friendship, but if he really insist, he is seriously the damn childish and petty guy ive ever met.
Only God knows what's he's doing and i know i did not do anything wrong, yeah, so i shall not give a damn to this matter anymore from today onwards. be it he's dead or alive, such person like him will never leave a single trace of memory in my mind anymore.
ive decided to deactivate my facebook for the time being, mainly because i wanna concentrate on my exams and studies and assignments/projects/reports first. facebook is super addictive. and, please dont mistaken me of deactivating facebook because of nic. he's not that worthy. :))))
my blog is my best friend, the only friend i can confide all my secrets to and it'll never spread rumors unless someone else read it and leak out words. :)))
im so happy to have you, my dearest blog :)))
i love you ♥
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/15/2010 08:54:00 PM
i miss my friends . :(((
girls in pink ; boys in blue
lydia lim
su fong
azmi
thye wah
neo hong wei
wei lin
judy jie
paul cheng
henry tan
xun xiong
ben didi
corny kor
razanah
linda neo
seet hao
sok mey
joseph tan
jackson heng
malcom
lim zhong
tammy
starrry jovlyn
jasmine gan
clara chua
xu wanqi
leng han
i miss my maple and silkroad friends too . :((
too many to be named . :(((
sighs .
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/15/2010 04:57:00 PM
fuck .
analytical and inorganic chemistry
semi-micro lab test
10th may 2009 ; 11.30am to 2.30pm
practical and written lab test .
heard from previous students that only 10% pass the lab test .
fuck fuck fuck .
im so screwedddd .
♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 4/11/2010 08:02:00 PM
