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Sunday, May 03, 2009

sighs.

life's been such fked up for me.
(sorry if i used the wrong word in this whole post)

firstly, it has been 2weeks since i last met my boyfriend. i really missed him alot. ): sighs. then ytd before i slp, i couldn't take it, i text him a four-long sms. after i text him, i cried, and cried out loud. =( i really miss him. somehow i feel he's always too busy with his O's and gym and has no time for me. BUT, im his gf! cant he even spare a thought on my feelings? IM SO FED UP.

fuck man.

next, it's about my uni application, to australia and nus. my application to nus was unsuccessful. i think it's due to the fact that i did not have time to prepare for the entrance exams as the dates clashes with my poly final year exams. oh well ~ im still trying for the next intake. hopefully i can get in. (: regarding the australia uni, my parents still haven make up their mind of allowing me to study overseas. =( *sighs. i really do hope i can go overseas and study.

next my work ~ ! im currently still working as a part-time waitress. but changed restaurant. =) currently working at "The Steakhouse" at Clarke Quay there. job introduced by my previous workplace at restaurant aranda de chef, karen. =) thou the pay isnt my expectation, but im still happy working over there. made quite a number of new friends and chefs. all very fun-going and funny.

lastly, it's about my graduation day, 21st may 2009. my parents will be overseas and i think my brother wont be going. sighs. actually i dont see a point of going. i wanna wear the graduation suit and take a photo with my parents. but i do not have the chance. they all say: "only your poly ma. wait you graduate from uni, then we go." the moment that i know my dad couldn't attend my graduation, i broke into tears. i really wish my dad would witness my graduation from poly, and from the course he specifically chosen for me. but... hais. i still rmbr tht time that my brother no intending to study, my dad told me this: "now korkor cannot graduate from poly. i wan you to study and grad from poly. i will attend your graduation day if the day really comes." then, now my graduation coming, and he couldn't be there for me. i don even have a kin to attend. hais. i don feel like going to graduation day thou ive rented the graduation suit alr. =( fuck it.


oh well ~ i should stop here. it've been such a longgggggggggggggg time since i update my blog.

take care friends =)

P.S : i was listening to this song and i cried cus i suddenly miss my bf alot again. try listening it.
SENS : Wish (I For You) (Click for song)

♥ shirleen is a str0ngg girl ;; 5/03/2009 12:28:00 AM