I REALLY AM.
sighs. i shouldn't go out to movie with him.
he treated me like a total new stranger.
he seriously broke my heart.
i regretted putting so much effort on him.
i trusted him so much;
in the end, he treated me like this.
i thot there would still be a chance;
but there isnt anymore.
im so stupid that i keep waiting for him;
hoping miracles would happen.
but, it did not;
and yet, i felt that my feelings have been toyed for the whole 2 months.
im so super stupid to love and trust him wholeheartedly.
i decided to give up on him totally from now on.