Thursday, April 15, 2010
hello my dearest blog .
you're my best friend now. :)))
im feeling so down today. it's like a 'out-of-sudden' thing. i just dont know why the thought of nic seriously still bothers me. i am living like a normal person till today, when i found out he removed me from his facebook friend's list. im just wondering, are we still friends? or he removed it because he thinks i dont wanna befriend with him anymore as i didnt talk to him? there're so many doubts.
but all i can say is that, he is childish and petty? that's what my other friends describe him after knowing this incident. a break-up doesnt mean end of friendship, but if he really insist, he is seriously the damn childish and petty guy ive ever met.
Only God knows what's he's doing and i know i did not do anything wrong, yeah, so i shall not give a damn to this matter anymore from today onwards. be it he's dead or alive, such person like him will never leave a single trace of memory in my mind anymore.
ive decided to deactivate my facebook for the time being, mainly because i wanna concentrate on my exams and studies and assignments/projects/reports first. facebook is super addictive. and, please dont mistaken me of deactivating facebook because of nic. he's not that worthy. :))))
my blog is my best friend, the only friend i can confide all my secrets to and it'll never spread rumors unless someone else read it and leak out words. :)))
im so happy to have you, my dearest blog :)))
i love you ♥
